ever had a person you jus dislike so much that evry little thing they do bothers you?
itsz this guy at my job whos walk & voice bugs the shit outta me bkuz i have grown to dislike him so much.
seein his sleeves rolled up on his shirt when they arent usually makes me feel violent.
sounds liek i need help huh ?
well at this point in my life i think i do need sum type of help. i jus dunno where to get it from.
im usually the one giving the pats on the bakk sayin errthing is gonna be ite but when itsz my turn i have no one to turn to but my pen & pad & i seem to never get arespomse so in all actuality the shit is still a problem.
bad "relationships" , fckd up living situations , fckd up credit , death , life , life, and life.
to love such a thing could only mean insanity.
living everyday pushin problem after problem to the side until the nxt one arrives doesnt seem to do the job.
but at the end of the day life goes on and leaves no room for giving up.
so i gess that means i jus gotta suck this shit up & move on.
lessons are so easily learned but they seem to go unnoticed until sumthing even worse happens.
i say live evryday like itsz yur last & make the best of it.
life is all about choices but death is sumthing thatsz yet to be able to be controlled.
i dnt see how we have the power to control lites & even other ppls minds but we cant control losing.
contridictive sounding but it feels so true.
they say music soothes the savage beast so off i go into a wrld of tunes to relieve my inner beast. wish me luck.
xmister. jacksonx
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