writers block

itsz like having a hand cold & a brain fart all at once.
great ideas but no idea for beginnings or endings.

how do you rid yourself of this horrid disease ?
is there even a cure ?

i have tried random writings to see if a flow will erect in my time of need. NOPE.

i ride the friggin train in ATL every friggin day. itsz always sumthing to blog about but my hands wont let me. its killing me. tormenting me.

i havent watched too much tv kuz i have yet to get to that part of progress in my crib.
so as far as entertainment, imLOST, left behind, in the clouds, clueless.

i do have magazines tho. i have yet to find a COMPLEX mag in my area, which i think is a sign for me to get a subscriprion.
i jus subscribed to PAPER mag like a few weeks ago & still havent received a conformation or nuthin, so i think i need to look into that.

i need to get out some more as well. i think if im on the scene i will be more up on what's the HAPPENING.

well hopefully i get over this friggin sickness & can give you guys something good for this wknd.

one idea i do have is to revamp my whoooole blog. make it more relevent.
so stay tuned & bare with me guys. i got you. i promise.

as for right now ....

"I AM SOMEBODY
I CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE
I AM RESPOSIBLE FOR MY BEHAVIOR
I AM SOMBODY."
MISS. JERIDEAU
5TH GRADE TEACHER.

i just thought about this & how true it is.

we have so many people blaming others for THEIR lives.

"its the white man thats keepin us down"
"my parents weren't there for me"

when in all actuality its you that's keepin you down.
its you that's not believing in yourself.

its like your self esteem.

KAT WILLIAMS said it best.
" how the fuck can you let someone mess up yur self esteem? its esteem of yo self."

your parents not being there for you,
that was their job.

if tey didnt do it then you do for you
what they should have done.

make it right, make it work,
make it happen.

or.....
DONT.