However, I am actually in the midst of a bunch of different projects, and getting my life together seems to be a pretty enormous project. But, thanks to my family and friends, I have not lost hope.
Another project is getting a new tool for my love of capturing lifes most precious moments.
No, I do not need a new brain! I need a new camera, duuh!
Altho that prolly wouldn't be so bad, a new brain huh?
But I dnt need it.
So I think.
Well anyway, a few things have taken place snc my last dialouge to myself and the most remarkable is the shaving of my head!
YESSSSSSS, I KNOOOOOOO !
Its painful but it had to be done. I became a part of society
FRIDAY MARCH 13th!
I had to force and convince myself to be strong and tell myself I was "doing the right THING" as spike lee would put it ! it was an extremely vigorous process in just deciding, but the conclusion stood. I was currently turned down from a pretty good job position, and from my understanding, my hair had to do a lot with the decision. I AM NOT MY HAIR! It will grow back ya know. I wasn't balding or anything. I may even decide to grow my locks back in a few years or NOT. That job incident was kinda jus the icing on the cake ya kno?
After that I jus felt like they may be burdening me a lil bit. That is all I need right now in this economy, is to be burdened for somehing as minor as HAIR.
So I am now dwn to a brush cut. Its okay. I'm actually startin to like it a lil bit. I brush it a lot and I sleep with a wave cap. Lol!
This may all sound like a walk in the park unless yu have grown yur locks for over 5 years and then cut them off!
Its difficuuuult !
A process, a stage, adjusting. My head is literally EMPTY!
So ION (in other news) ......
I'm... Moving soon, hopefully.
And
I have met a few GREAT ppl here in GA. These few ppl have strengths that makes me stronger everyday. They have become a family. Well coming from my definition of family, they couldn't be more important to my life. There when I need/want anything. Makes me smile, makes me happy, pisses me off, picks me up from wrk, make my day better, and the whole 9.
And
I'm getting a new tatto....
Idunno when....
I do kno its gonna be under my moms name on my back. Its gonna be a lions head, which is a picture of the meaning of my name HAMZA. My name is also a symbol in the arabic alphabet, so its gonna kinda look as if the lion has the symbol embroided on his 4head.
Dope, right ?
I still buy a damm magazine everytime I enter a store that sells them. So If yu guys ever wanted to show yur appreciation for bein my friend (ROFLMAO) yu can get me a subscription to like GQ, Mens Health, Complex, NYLON for men & NYLON, Details, or any other fashion mag yu kno of.
Ummmmmm. How bout I stop here?
PEACE &lOVE.
